Oh? are you wondering why Im made a website for some unknown reason?
did I just make an entire ass website to talk to you?
Beforew we continue, select a song that you like out of this! 😁
I know you are juggling work and your personal life
And what I want to say is that, Thank you...
Thank you for making time for me
I know I am very inconvenient at how im handling this
And Im sorry I didn't realise sooner how much you wanted to talk to me
yet you cant due to the workload
I just am adjusting still
I just think about you all day
And I know you do think about me too every single day..
You have told me countless times to not worry, to not stress about you
but how can I?
You are the best thing that's ever happened to me, even with recent
events
You are the most kind,
most adorable and
most beautiful
person I have laid
my eyes on.
The thought of loosing you especially is insanely potent in mind and
heart
Will I loose you? __
"Is he alright?" "he hasn't checked whatsapp for hours now" "oh god, he
said he left uni two hours ago, I hope nothing happened" "is he avoiding
me?"
"should I drop a text?" "he said not to text during uni time in case his
friends see him" "oh god, am I being a nuisance?" "ykw, I should call"
"maybe not" "Is he enjoying someone else's company?"
is that true? __
Especially today, it hurt alot not seeing how you usually text, and I do
deserve it.. it did hurt alot alot.
And It doesnt help that for the past 3 days I have been communicating
about these same problems again and again, I think I know how it makes
you feel
"No matter what I do, he still stresses out"
"There is no point, He keeps asking for reassurance while im so busy and
tired... will he ever be understanding of me?" "why cant I catch a
break.."
I do love everytime you do send me
a message, especially about
your day,
how's it been, your workload, how
much you missed me, even a reaction
from you is enough to last 12 hours. Heck, everytime you use babe is
just so heartwarming
(this does not mean to use it if you dont feel like it)
And looking back.. I don't know why the hell did I say what I say, But
genuinely you even texting me is a privilege looking at your work
schedule.
I am a shitty partner
because im not giving you the space you need, nor the comfort you
deserve, nor the love you deserve.
But you on the other hand, try your best!
Thank you for trying,
and thank you for making time for me
Please
Please continue telling me about your day, where you are going, what are
you doing, eating kfc double orders (hehe) and EVERYTHING that you've
told me before
Will you accept my apology
my love..?
This also means them secret valorant games you play.. grrr
you do know that Im okay with you playing valorant right?
honestly I would love to play with you sometimes when you do want
Our honest reaction to the world against us
